3rd April 2011
I awoke at 3.00 a.m. with a deep anxiety and agitation, a dark sense of life failure, an awful discord and trembling deep within. I had a strong compulsion to get up and pace about, but resisted it and stayed lying in the bed.
Awakening in that state was not unfamiliar to me. It had been an occasional happening since my mid-thirties. But in later years it become worse, and this occasion was particularly uncomfortable.
I turned into my soul, reached within and above and prayed to my Father God for relief. I hoped to go to sleep in prayer and reawaken later with relief.
I momentarily thought of praying to Christ but that was not my way, so I continued with my usual pattern.
Through the deep bolus of stress and agitation I sensed an insight or education pressing down and through, as something pushing through to me from within and above.
I sensed the education was on Christianity. I wondered whether to receive it or not. I decided, yes, I would receive it.
Then I sensed a presence which I had not met before; a presence on a plane within and above. Its voice descended downward into my head. “Are you sure you want to receive this education, for it will greatly change you?”
I considered carefully for a moment, then thought to myself that it is only education, so I replied, “Yes I am sure. I will receive the education.”
And then in words and pictures, the education came:
“Christianity is a (designed) means of rapid progress through the Earth School system.
Its focus on Divine Love (The “Spirit of Love” for Earth – named Christ) and its “one life, one chance” model provide for rapid progress and development of individual and society – although not without its stressors.
All what love can do, the dissolving of elementals (what psychology is beginning to recognise and term “constructs”), the forgiveness of sins and removal of guilt, is what make Christianity work.
This was the first time that we know of, where it was tried in this format.
It was trialed on a spiritually backward people (the Europeans) who lagged behind others on their planet and within two thousand years it had successfully propelled them ahead of the others on their planet.
And as a bonus, it now appears to be successfully uniting the other races on the planet and greatly assisting with the convergence process (of human forces) that the planet is currently going through.
Overall, we rate it a successful exercise, although it will no doubt be adjusted (tweaked as some say) in future uses elsewhere.
The Jews were chosen as the recipients of the new religion due to their shared (spiritual) backwardness with the Europeans, their one God outlook, and their strict rules and laws of right and wrong which incited guilt.
The other religions were likewise systems of growth and progress.
The Europeans had their Druidism, the nearest thing to religion in Europe at that time. Those who were not Druids were progressing mostly by superstition and hardship – a slow way to go.
Christianity required a one God model to receive it, of which were only Judaism and Taoism, and Taoism had unsuitable easy living rules which would make it unreceptive to the harshness that would come with Christianity. So, Judaism was chosen.
Despite the Jews rejecting it in most quarters, which was expected, it has served both the Jews and the European races well, and as said, is now serving other races.”
And for me, as an individual? How does this apply to me? What is this to me?
“Go to God in Christ’s name.” Was said with much clarity and emphasis.
“Christianity is a soul substitute – an alternative route.”
“Christianity is the knowledge of being loved – this is the essence of Christ’s teachings. It comforts and soothes. None of the other religions had this quality/ability.”
“It has within it a gradient of softness to harsher; from Jesus to Christ. And the parables have their levels of teachings. It is multi-dimensional.”
“Jesus Christ is the embodiment of Love, of the Christ Spirit, of the Spirit-of-Love for Earth. And Love, as you know, is the draw of God, and the medium of right progress. This is why, what you ask for in Christ’s name (in Christ’s spirit) will be granted.”
““I am the saviour of man”, says the Christ.”
Together with the words were pictures, great perspectives and understandings. I saw the motion, qualities and the effects of Christianity through the centuries; the comparisons of qualities between Christianity and the eastern religions; the acceleration of Christendom and how it developed into the western world of today, and how Christianity is now affecting upon and benefitting the other kingdoms of the world. There also came memories of an excursion during my time in sleep just before the education.
After the education I meditated on it for a while and then went back to sleep, calm and settled.
Very soon, and over the coming days and weeks, more related educations and understandings would follow.
I had been told that the education would “greatly change me”, and it did.
I received a new heart.